I am sharing here a bit of a travel post for a change. Not my normal blogging mode but what feels right. Plus I am travelling with my laptop and truly enjoying sitting in a cafe and writing in another country.
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Be You.
Simple instruction.
Simple request.
Then why is it so hard to ‘be you’?
A lot gets in the way, if we let it.
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My birthday came around the other day. Usually I tend to underplay it and hide hoping no one notices. I am and never have been one to be in the spotlight and for years birthdays just seemed like too much attention on me. I remember even when my son was born 20 years ago finding an excuse to focus even less on me.
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A mentor recently invited me to reflect on and meditate on where I belong. This activity is beyond relevant for me at the moment. I have of recent pulled away from effectively every group except my immediate family. But even in that my family has pulled away through growing up and maturing into adulthood making it seem like we are farther apart.
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"You know you burn more kilojoules when it’s cold”, the voluptuous woman said as she undressed next to me in the local pool changerooms. “Well at least that’s what I think.”
“Really”, I enquired not having cared about kilojoules for a long time even though I am equally as voluptuous.
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You only know as much about me as you see and hear. You do not know what goes on inside of my head, my every thought, notion or whim. No the private world is private for a reason.
In revealing or sharing there is always the filter of conscious choice.
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Sometimes I feel and take on the unloving of others. I feel it in my being, it reverberates and takes over. I lose a sense of self, awash in the whirlpool spinning me around and around. I look up for air but seem to have no control.
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As a seeker I am on a path in life to continually grow, change and become a fuller version of myself. I am never satisfied with being the same person I was yesterday. There is more to learn, discover and become.
Yes I can accept where I am now. Yet there is a part of me that still will say what else? Or what if?
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Deep inside of me is a person that wants to be free. I know this person intimately and well. Yet she is never seen nor heard, well at least in full. Instead she chooses to reveal glimpses, aspects and small pieces of her self. The whole self stays tucked away safe and hidden. She has been hiding for a long time, as long as she can remember.
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